of the quote of the year of the man of the moment

"Saya malu, awak tahu tak? Kesemuanya melibatkan keluarga Melayu."

singlish translation -
im ashamed, you know or not? all these involve malay families


anyways - he's in the list of world's 500 most influential muslims 2009

of reality

though my date of birth reads 20th January 1985


truth is - i began dying some 160 days before that.

of disclaimer

everyone knows i like to complicate things.
but this one's complicated from the moment i got it.

and i still don't get it.

of us

too fast
too close
too soon
too complicated
too confusing
too ambiguous
too many meets within
too short of a time

too much fun
too comfortable
too apathetic to care about what people think
too lost in our world
too many reasons to smile
too many smiles
too right it feels wrong

too good to be true?
too bad if you dont believe

too irrelevant is the question
"too impossible to last?"

of try-ing

If i walk, would you run?
If i stop, would you come?
If i say you're the one, would you believe me?
If i ask you to stay, would you show me the way?
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me.
The world is catching up to you
While you're running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe i'm not ready

But I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

of reality check

we met up 6 times in our first week of friendship

- you think once a week is possible for the subsequent weeks?


hahaha..

of everything

And you play it coy but it's kinda cute.
Ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend that you don't know it's true.
'cause you can see it when I look at you.

of walls